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♥Sunday, September 27, 2009 shitheadss buttheadss 3:42 PM

yesterday i flew high

and i called naqib.

he picked up but couldnt hear me.

why i called him ?

i just wanted to talk to him.

it has been quite sometimes since it all happened.

060809. i know whatever i do i wont gain back whatever that ive lost.

but i wanna make his life hell like what he did to mine.

right now he s having the time of his life. but what about me ?

i wanna make him feel like how i feel.

fucked up and like a piece of shit.

but i know this is not the way.

at least it makes me feel a sense of satisfaction ?

i may sound like an evil woman who have lost her senses .

but fuck care.

after all what he did to me ? fuck it.

he was a jerk & still is one.

i think i have forgiven u, but i definitely wanna forget u.

♥Thursday, September 17, 2009 shitheadss buttheadss 4:09 AM

"it doesnt take someone to be an albert einstein to come up with a quote, it just need a lil bit of inspiration "

-fish

♥ shitheadss buttheadss 2:23 AM

at night the truth hits me
but yesterday it hits me real hard that i cried so bad
i ve always wanted to be strong, for myself
but i know just one day i gotta broke down to let out all the feelings.

i always remember what was the date
it was 3 days before my birthday 060809 on a fucking thursday.
& i ve been clean since then
am proud of it but dont think i can do it anymore
if i follow my heart.

i think i ve been doing okay .

hey but dont worry

"i hate you, with a passion that is."

"destroying yourself is already a stupid thing destroying yourself over someone is just dumb. but sometimes you just cant help it"

sweetnights
& im not gonna sleep

Labels: littlest things

♥Friday, September 11, 2009 shitheadss buttheadss 1:21 AM

i may be a bad daughter
but i wont stoop so low so as to stealing ur jewellery
& dont ever compare me to her.
eventhough i used to be close to her.

& damn it la i rushed home just now you said wanna go geylang
in the end mciam cb dengan muke taik ckap lambat padahal pukul 8.30
since when geylang close at 8.30 ?
puki tul.
eh kalo tak ikhlas tak payalah
aku tak heran la bole beli sendiri
u say i prioritised my friend but how bout u ?
pot calling the kettle black.
even aba is sick of ur attitude la sia.

just go fuck off & die

bye i need to rest.

♥Wednesday, September 9, 2009 shitheadss buttheadss 12:43 AM

life is sometimes like a cliche
but, dont make yourself like one .

we have brains to think
heart to feel
mouth to express ?

life is a game.
so that makes us the player.
but who s controlling ?

they say dont be shy to ask
if not u will be called to stupid
but doesnt that make urself look lazy if u dont try ?

roses are red
violets are blue.
why the sudden hate ?
ugh just fuck you :D

change of heart
change of minds
life is hard
u cant deny
u touched my heart
& touched my soul
boy where's your heart
your an ass hole

ok this is just random
i write what came to my mind
so shut up.
haha

♥ shitheadss buttheadss 12:30 AM

"Boyfriends might make you choose between your friends. Bestfriends would never even think about that. So you decide which one’s better."

-Eletheowl

i found this in nisa's blog & its like kinda nice.
so yah . haha.

im almost broke cause have been breaking past outside since saturday.
wah piang must stop it already uh.

oklah i have migraine already. cb
bye .

♥Saturday, September 5, 2009 shitheadss buttheadss 2:22 AM