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♥Thursday, September 17, 2009 shitheadss buttheadss 2:23 AM


at night the truth hits me
but yesterday it hits me real hard that i cried so bad
i ve always wanted to be strong, for myself
but i know just one day i gotta broke down to let out all the feelings.

i always remember what was the date
it was 3 days before my birthday 060809 on a fucking thursday.
& i ve been clean since then
am proud of it but dont think i can do it anymore
if i follow my heart.

i think i ve been doing okay .

hey but dont worry
"i hate you, with a passion that is."

"destroying yourself is already a stupid thing destroying yourself over someone is just dumb. but sometimes you just cant help it"


sweetnights
& im not gonna sleep

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