yesterday i flew high

and i called naqib.

he picked up but couldnt hear me.

why i called him ?

i just wanted to talk to him.

it has been quite sometimes since it all happened.

060809. i know whatever i do i wont gain back whatever that ive lost.

but i wanna make his life hell like what he did to mine.

right now he s having the time of his life. but what about me ?

i wanna make him feel like how i feel.

fucked up and like a piece of shit.

but i know this is not the way.

at least it makes me feel a sense of satisfaction ?

i may sound like an evil woman who have lost her senses .

but fuck care.

after all what he did to me ? fuck it.

he was a jerk & still is one.